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Also Prints are now available from EVERYTHING in both this Portfolio and My Dreamstime collection.

After Slacking for almost a year I finally started working on my site most likely I will be posting my photos there instead of her for a while. So come join me @ HalientDesigns.com

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I havent had time to post in a bit and havent put to much in the last few months, Life has been somewhat insane. I have been working on a few projects that are totally random as of late. I have been spending more and more time out of the states and im totally loving it except going through customs. I am going to post a few shots from my recent Costa Rica Trip as soon as i get time, at this point i have been posting most of my stuff to dreamstine, crestock and a couple other commercial stock sites. Some of the crap that i have been producing has been Drift related. I will post more when i get more time but i have to board my next flight.

I just got back from dinner with the one person who i can spend time with that i can be 100% myself and not be judged, after somewhat of a major moment of complete clearity i have come to the conclusion that the only things in life that have truly driven me are are the expectations of others. I have come to the point that i am going to say fuck it and do what i want and stop trying to meet everyone elses expectations. I have recently picked up a few items so i can make a bit more money so i can continue on my ultimate goal of getting the fuck out of here and falling off the map. I am going to hold off on jumping back in hospitality for the moment or only work localy. I may be moving in with her in a few months so i can get my head together. At this point I have realised that the only things that are giving me pleasure is violence, danger or booze. I need to find new outlets so in order to get pleasure out of life since it is cut short so fast.

I am also going to be looking for someone who i can share my time with who stimulates me bothe mentally and physically

I recieved a phone call about going back to consulting again and im thinking about it, I havent worked in hospitality for about 9 months and i am starting to get the itch. I am consitering going back but I am not sure if i am willing to do 18 months under contract. Every time i go into this it kind of sucks because i put my personal life on hold. At this point I am single so there is not anyone i am leaving behind but i am still kind of torn. I gotta think about this for a couple of days.